Sunday, July 08, 2007

Just checking in from Provincetown

Everything is going wonderfully so far! No glitches with the air travel; found a lovely little bookstore not far from where I spent the night in North Dartmouth, MA (why do I feel a personal responsibility to support every independent bookstore I can find??? no wonder my house is drowning in books); got to Provincetown in the late morning and spent about three hours on Race Point Beach, during which time I felt every little bit of tension in my body completely dissolve and wash away (and I also wrote a quick little poem); checked into my little apartment at FAWC and bought groceries and got settled in before a sudden downpour; had our orientation & our first quick little "get the logistics of this in order" class meeting; went to a good reading tonight by Tony Hoagland and Jason Shinder; came back to my room and drafted another new poem -- a funny one (at least I think it's funny!), which is unusual for me but how could you not want to write a funny poem after hearing Tony Hoagland?

It was hot and humid and relentlessly sunny all day, so the downpour and the clean cool air that followed was like a blessing.

My little apartment is on the second floor, and one of the bedroom windows looks out directly into the branches of a mulberry tree, absolutely laden with ripe and unripe berries. Which means that, in the morning, I bet there will be a whole bunch of hungry birds chomping and chirping about two feet from my head. This makes me almost giddy with happiness, the thought of awakening that way.

I think Carl Phillips is going to be a very good teacher. It's going to be a wonderful week.

This place is magic, I swear it.

And I still can barely believe how fortunate I am to have received this scholarship and this grant, that I can be here without having to worry that I'm spending money on something frivolous like poetry (which we all know isn't frivolous at all, but...) instead of repairing the house or whatever. Because coming here the past two summers has stretched me financially -- it's been worth every penny, but it was difficult -- and to be able to take in the blessings of this place without that difficulty is just ... such a gift. And to have it affirmed by multiple (!) outside sources that yes, this is what I should be doing and yes, this is where I need to be right now and yes, the work I may be able to do here is worth a certain investment ... I can't begin to put into words just how full that makes my heart feel.

So I'll try to keep the "OMG I am so lucky girl" chatter down from here on out, but I had to say it tonight. Because I am feeling very, very lucky and very, very blessed. And I think putting a little gratitude out into the world is probably a good thing all around.

6 comments:

Suzanne said...

Anne -- your happiness is contagious -- enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! xo

Anne said...

Thanks, Suzanne! I hope it's contagious, because there is too much of it to keep it all for myself. Tony Hoagland said in his reading last night that we come here to store up pleasure for the rest of the year, like animals storing up fat for the lean season ahead. (He put it more nicely than that, of course.) And he's right...

aka Leonardo Likes Gulls said...

Yes, enjoy this time! And thanks for your updates. I can live vicariously through you!

best,
Kels

cornshake said...

whao! the place looks amazing!! get some good work done! carl phillips was at my engagement party back in bowling green, OH. too funny.

Anne said...

Thanks, you guys! Kel - I'm glad you are enjoying the reports. It's just altogether too much goodness not to try and share it some. Ms. Cornshake - hee! The poetry world is a small one. :) Carl seems like a sweet guy, and so far he is a very good teacher. And yes, the place is amazing...

jenni said...

Have a fantastic time! You deserve it.